Cancer foundation & animal care centre

Today, friend told me he wanted to set up a cancer foundation. I told him i have 2 dreams since i was small. One is to set up Cancer foundation. another one is to set up a animal care centre / mini zoo.
I saw my mum suffer from cancer when i was small, i wish there's a centre to advice her. I wish i can help cancer patient.  This dream is in my mind all the time until i enter University. After finish my study at university, i totally forget about it due to work and daily busy schedule. Thousand and one things in my mind, It seems too far to think about it that time.

Just now my friend even offer me to join as committee member, Maybe this might be one of the good things i can do while am still in this world.
Will see how it goes...Hope dream come true..

My second dream to set up mini zoo...
Actually i already give up this dream long ago..
Only one reason...i love and care for animal too much. Sometime even more than i care for human...
I will be very sad if got animal die. So if i set up animal care centre, one day, animal will die also. Then, i sure cry non stop...
To avoid this thing happen, i choose not to have animal care centre..
Am i stupid to give up my dream just because of this reason??? One day, when am tough enough to face death and separation, i will consider again...

Sense of direction

Do you have problem with direction? Can you remember your friend;s house after you have drive there once? Can you remember most of the places you've been before? Some people's mind just like a map + GPS + camera built in their brain, whenever they go, they will capture image in their brain then just like GPS, they know which direction to go..Why people have such a good sense of direction? Is it because they have good memory? Or is there a special way to memorise?
To me, am zero in 'sense of direction'. I can go to the same place many times yet i still take the wrong way. That's me. Is it because my memory is bad? nope, i can remember certain thing which people can;'t remember. Even what happen to me when small, i still vividly remember. And some of my friends or relative handphone number is not in my handphone list, because is already in my mind, i just can';t forget certain hp number. My Bagan Serai house number is not in my hp list..
My cousin sister home phone, one of my std 6 friend's home phone number, few of my secondary school fren's home phone number, and some of my uni fren's hp number, all not in my hp list. simply because is already in my mind.
strange..Why i can remmeber all these number, but i can't remember how to go to a new place? Expecially KL...
I hv been to Seri Kembangan few time, i can said , 5 out of 6 time, i was lost even with the help of GPS.
Strange right? So experiment had proven sense of direction has nothing to do with whether we have good or bad memory.

I remember 11 years ago, i took bus toKl for a scholarship interview. I stop at Pudu, and walk to Wisma Jerneh. ( about 30minutes walks). When i came back, i saw Lot 10 shoping mall..After shop for a while, i came out the other exit and i saw Sungai Wang, i just walk in Sg Wang and shop again. After a while, i was tired and decide to walk back to PUdu to take a bus back to Penang. But after 30minutes walk, i realise i came back to Wisma Jerneh again ( the place where i had my interview). At last, it took me 1 hour to reach Pudu.That's me. Last time, i use to be very sad because am weak at direction!
But now, i come to understand that God make me such a special person. Though am not good at direction, but i can use GPS to help me. No one is perfect, no one know everything in this world. Only God know.
Sometime i wonder, if i were to be a surgeon, what will happen to my patient?
Will i put the wrong organ at wrong part of the body after operation?Haha, dangerous..No wonder am not a surgeon.

Often,  i even lost in school area. I went to office, and teacher's room. And just went down to take things from car, i forgot how to go back teacher's room again .  Sometime i really can laugh at myself..
Why i totally no sense of direction????
No worry, even Albert Einstein also have same problem with me..He often forget the way back home..
He was worse than me...Yet he was a genius..

Maybe am one of the genius also...............
Agree?????

Dreams??

Dreams..

Have you ever ask what is the science behind all dream? Some are too superstitious and believe certain dreams are a sign of good or bad luck to them. Some even buy 4D number base on what they dream. As for me, am not an expert about dreams, but i do enjoy having dreams at night. I remember when i was 11 years old, when i lost my mum, i always hope i can dream of my mum. But too bad, until today, my mum appear in my dreams  few times, but i can't see her face clearly. Each time i dreamt of her, she will said, she doesn't love me anymore, and she ask me not to follow her. And i end up cried like baby. Many time, when i wake up, my pillow was wet. It was just like a movie with sad ending. Well, is over, i can only see my mum in my dream..

Recently, i always had same dreams for almost one week. I dreamt of myself still studying at Chung Ling high school, with tons of homework and tension to prepare for exam. So tension. Was really tired when i wake up. Didn't know why i have this type of dream. I never thought of those schooling time at all. But why?????
No answer..

Sometime, i confuse, i don't know the incident happen is from my dream or in real..
Recently, i am suppose to get the account number from my friend, i keep asking for almost 1 week plus, but she still didn't give me. Then on the following week, i stop asking her for account number..Guess why?
I thought she already sms me..I thought the sms is in my hp. But when i check back, i can't find the sms, i ask my friend again, she said she forget to sms me..
Alamak, she only sms in my dream, i thought is the real things..
Aiyoh, i always confuse real things and dream...
But , again, i want to say, i enjoy my dream most of the time..Because in my dream, am like another person, totally from the real ME....
Dream is just like a movie, sometime you are the Director, sometime you are just a 'care leh feh' actor.
From my experince, when u dreamt of nice food, remember to eat it. Don't keep it. If you keep, you won't have chance to enjoy it..Food in dream..Haha
But when u have nightmare, eg Ghost is chasing you, you must not scared and tell yourself that it's just a dream. Don't need to run. I did that before..And it work, i even shout at the ghost. Haha, i told the ghost am not scared because it is not real, just a dream..
Actually, am quite smart in my dream...Haha..

When i was in Johor on August, i saw a brochure from Giant super market. If buy RM30 groceries in one receipt, you are entitle for a free movie ticket. I was like mad, rushing to buy RM60 to get 2 tickets ( only left half an hour time before the counter close). And i get 2 tickets to watch 'Inception' with my cousin..
This movie is talking about dream.. Very 'canggih'..Inside a dream, there is another dream and another dream, 3 layers of dreams..Huh.....human's mind is really very complicated..In this world, people can steal almost everything from you..But i really never heard got people want to steal dream..
Haha, maybe one day, people would start to steal dream...and sell...

Dreams is really a very strange things..
i was thinking to set up a company, but i don;t have any idea on what name to choose. hah, Last nite, i suddenly had a dream. And someone in my dream just gave me a suggestion for my company name..
Well, i believe this maybe God's chosen name for me..
I've been looking for an english name for myself , maybe i should see when i will get my name in my dream, Hahaha, then no need to crack my head to think of it.

Can't imagine what happen to my life if there is no dream...
so dull..........
People like day dreaming,,..
but i like 'nightdreaming'....
never heard before leh....
Night dreaming means think of my future, think of anything sweet, think of my future, big house, big car , can think of anything good just before i get to sleep. Being doing so for many years when i was in secondary school time..
I can't sleep if i don;t have 'night dreaming'...

I still have so many things to write about dreams....
Maybe will write part 2 in future......................

Why Sor poh's?????????

When i created this blog, Sor Poh this name js came into my mind..
Why i choose this name..
Is to remember a good friend of mine who always call me Sor poh.Well, i have few friends who really touch my heart....She is one of them!!
She is such a sweet friend and sister to me, always comforts me when i'm sad. She never tired to listen to my problems and complaints..
I really duno hw to thank her sometime. When i need someone to talk to, she is alwiz there fo me. ( Most of the time, i duno she is in which part of the world, but she is always in my heart, so close). When i face financial problem in USM, she help me and pray for me.. She just nvr get tired to help people around her.
When i was sick, she bought chinese herbal tea( 2 type, sweet one and bitter one) for me..
During Uni time, in the exam week, she brought Vit C, 2 pensel and note of encouragement to me. Sometime she even cook ABC soup for me.( Haha,wonder how and where she cook, coz she also stay in hostel)...???
She is really a super women..
She is a beautiful creation from God............She has a beautiful heart..
I really thank God for this friend of mine..

finally i start my own blog...

Finally, i started to create a blog....
It was not easy to start anyway, lazy, duno what to write, bla bla bla, ..
But, why ?
Why i suddenly create my own blog today? Well, this morning, i saw one of my cousin's blog, din even know since when he got a blog...His blog is very simple, he just post the video he like, thats all..
Well, blog can be as simple as this..is nt difficult anyway..
So,  if i don't write down my blog, sooner or later, i might forget certain things that happen in my life..Be it good or bad memories..

So many things to write......Where to start fr????/