Another sleepless night

Oh no, it's already 2am now, Still can't sleep..But am very tired..
Been 2 years never go for holiday at oversea..The last time i went was in the year of 2009. Miss those time i travel with friends..From elken time, to coslab time..After that, no more holiday trip after i stop joining mlm..
Only spore trip...that was also because i was at johor, just nearby...

One day, maybe i will explore Europe country..Hope have money to do so asap..
I want to further study in art..
Art ... Once, i thought, i have nothing to do with art at all..
Am not good at art, i don't know how to draw, i don't know how to color nicely.. When i was in Secondary school time, my art teacher didn;t teach us anything about art. Only asked us to draw..I always fail and have to see teacher to ask for 1-2 point to be able to pass the subject.
So that time onwards, i already know for sure, i won't involve anything with art when i grow up..Because i thought, art is only for those who really have the DNA for art. Am not..SO i give up on art, not just drawing, but anything about art, i stop after form 3..Used to 'cin cai' draw and 'cin cai' color before PMR. But after PMR, i never touch art anymore..

Only recently, i found back my passion on art, i may not be good at art, but my perception towards art has change.. Art is not as scary as i thought..
Art is fun, art can be anything..And Anything is art..
When i told my friend whom i never contact for years that i will venture into art business, she got a shock..
She smile and said wana invest with my projects..
Haha, so encouraging..
So, what i need now, is to plan properly how am i going to start this art business..
Fyi, i still don't have any knowledge about art..I hope it is not too late now..
ThaT'S qhy i can't sleep now..
think too much

5.30am

It is 5.30am now..People are sleeping now!Was very tired just now, but don't know why can't sleep. Hmmmm, maybe too tired after cleaning my room.
Today not only i clean my room, i also use Elken Eternal beauty and coslab beauty products. It has been a while i didn;t take care of my face. Haha, lazy people is like tha loh..took collagen, Fitorac, Sprirulina..All elken products.. Also been a while i didn't really take those suplements!
Body are getting more and more heavy, i got a shock when i did 'guasa' last night, a lot of 'sa', had good sleep after guasa. Wanted to do detox the next day, but woke up late, woke up lunch time, haha, can not start my detox program!
Well, i feel good to pampered myself like this.

Went to  a friend's house yesterday, Sent Elken EsterC and some Coslab products to her.she bought Eternal beauty, lingerie and a lot of elken products from me last time, but until today, she never wear the lingerie and never use the Eternal beauty. Ask her why, She said, is because that time i wanted to fight for traveling campaign, so she just bought to support me.
I was so touch. 
Just before i left, again, she ask, when you want to give my kids tuition?
She never forget to ask me each time she see me, FYI, she wanted me to teach his 2 kids few years back. But i rejected her because of time and distance!
Haha, didn't know am still so laku after so long never teach liao...All the school syllabus also different already now.

When I drove back from tanjong Tokong to Sungai Nibong last night, i feel so relax because i don;t need to use GPS. Is the road that am very familiar at. When am at outstation, i use GPS a lot, driving a bit tense sometime because GPS sometime leads me to 'Holland..
In penang , i can drive to anywhere i like without GPS. Great!
Penang is still th ebest place for me!

invisible

i wrote something about 2011, but at the end, website hang, and i lost everything, suppose to have autosave, but only manage to save one sentence.
Sigh....
Well, i won't write again. Just let it be invisible...